I like that word, I really do.
And I think for the first time I'll say this of my relationship:
Ian & I, we are cemented.
Only God knows where he'll take us, and as of now, we are committed to loving one another the best way possible. It's scary seeing how couples around us are breaking up, I for one get really affected when I know of a friend who's starting all over again. But Ian always reminds me that that's not us, and how I need to stay in the present and remember what's REAL. I tend to become overly-emotional when these things happen, overly fearful of what might happen to us in the future, paranoid over the things I have no control over. As of now, I have Ian's full devotion, and that in itself..is enough.
And if there's one thing I do know, it's that I have ONE constant thing in my life, and no, it isn't Ian.
I strive to always, always love Jesus MORE than I love any man in my life.
It's not an easy feat, but I try.
Thank you for bothering to hear me out.
I just needed somewhere to write what was in my head (: